and as a side note
as i was trying to publish the last post i was flipping through El Jukebox and "unfinished sympathy" came on,and i wonder if there will ever be a time when i hear that opening bass thump
and my heart doesn't tighten up in my chest
and when the music swells
if there will ever be a time
where i don't think of your body next to mine
after laying on the couch watching napoleon dynamite--
everyone and their mom (literally) called that evening
and i was so nervous,
all night long
i felt like you could hear my heart pounding
as i curled up at your side
and you put your arm around me, carefully, awkwardly
as if we were both wordlessly saying
"are we really doing this? is this really going to happen?"
until the movie was over and we kissed,
there, on the couch, kissing, kissing, me leaning backwards
until i was laying on the couch, your body above mine
while you were careful not to lay your weight on me
as you pressed into me and you said
breathlessly
should we
take this
upstairs?
and i nodded
and all night
there was your body
and there was mine
and there were all the hours in the world
to feel all the nooks and crannies of each other
the little dips and curves
time to hear the little gasps and moans
time to feel each other trying so hard not to shake with nerves
and it being drowned out while you whispered
into my neck, my chest, my stomach, my mouth
the curiousness of your potential kiss
has got my mind and body aching
and how perfect!
to be able to sing
as you feel that very thing
in your heart.
will there ever be a time
when i can hear it at all
and not think of loving you?
(i didnt mean for this to become a poem it just happened, i apologise)
lof
w


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