snake and lizard, sitting in a tree
SS:sorry ive been lax in keeping this up, i've been worrying my head off about all this stuff so now that it's done i want to state for the record:
i sent my visa application on sunday, july 16th, with the intention of it reaching the consulate in new york by tuesday, july 18th. included in the package was: my application, your financial stuff, my passport, a copy of my degree from Richmond, two passport photos, and the original letter from KCL.
i just want to have that information on hand in case anyone i know ever has to do this crap. fortunately i won't have to do the student thing again as shortly thereafter i will be the wife of a very silly and sexy snake. whoop!
as far as the ticket goes, i would say, it shouldn't be a problem. if it says it takes an hour, i'll just have to believe it, i suppose. the one fortunate thing is that since i'll be outbound i won't have to do customs or anything. i guess the biggest thing is, will it be transferable? i am highly optimistic but i know that you are also very cautious! wendy = carefree, dave = picking up the mess carefree leaves behind it.
i'm sorry for getting so upset the other day. i just... at this point i really am nothing but a burden. just a constant.... bill, i guess. like, i need cash for student loans, i need cash for gas, i need cash for visa, i need cash for plane tickets, i need cash for school, i need cash for wedding. i hate feeling like i contribute nothing and i know that if we were talking one on one this would be the part where you cut in and say "that's not true" but i feel like it is. i guess that's part of the reason i'd like to leave london behind too--i like the idea of starting fresh, with both of us working, buying a house, raising a family, not all this... residual angst over me owing you so much. basically i see myself as a really solid, yet expensive investment. it costs a lot to start something like this for the first 2-3 years. but once it starts going, it's all profit baby.
wow, i can't wait for all of the stuff we're going to do... i feel like we're at the start of this big adventure. once i'm done with my MA i won't have anything holding me down again, so consider this your notice--we can do something wild, we can do something unexpected if you want! i mean we can stay for a few years in london but at the same time i love the idea of us getting married and then... shipping out, somewhere new and maybe even buying a place there eventually--i'd like to own our own place before we start our family. there really is so much open before us, two young people with really good earning potential, haha! i don't want to regret anything, i don't want to ever look back at these early years together and thing "oh if only we had done this or this or this." i want to make sure we do it.
gah, sorry. just getting excited at the idea of this huge future we have ahead of us and how happy it's going to be and... you know. silly stuff.
i want to come home!!!!
lof and keesies,
leetle leezard.
posted by who's that girl @ 7/17/2006 05:33:00 am
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